By Josie Adnitt
MEET THE former goth who was inspired by her love of adult films to spend over four-thousand pounds transforming herself into a real-life SEX DOLL – and she used the inheritance left by her grandmother to fund it.
Anastasia Crimson (26) from Kiev, Ukraine, has always been a fan of unique and unusual styles, identifying as a goth as a teenager, and it wasnât until she discovered her love for porn that she realised her true dream was to become a bimbo.
Inspired by porn stars, she realised she wanted to look like her own sexual fantasy. Now sheâs spent around $6000 (ÂŁ4366) fulfilling that dream.
After waiting until she moved out of her family home and had started earning her own money in IT as a UX designer, Anastasia began to start making modifications to her appearance.
Anastasia started by selling her inheritance of her grandmotherâs jewellery to a pawnshop to fund getting her long black hair cut into a short bob and bleached blonde. Next, she began getting lip fillers to slowly increase the size of her lips and found a nail artist who could give her the long nails sheâd always dreamed of.
Now, she has had 10cc of filler in her lips, 4cc in her cheekbones, and Botox injections in her forehead, chin, and jaws. She says she still wants bigger lips, but the next changes she wants are surgical rather than cosmetic.
Her plans for more surgeries include breast and butt implants, a Brazilian butt lift, and outer labia implants. Her goal is to meet her taste in human appearance – including an absence of body hair, a fit body, and blonde hair with blue eyes.
Inspired by porn stars like Mary Magdalene and the self-proclaimed âbimbo queenâ Alicia Amira, she says that the bimbo movement should become more popular because it propagates inner freedom, power, confidence, and kindness.
She says if she tries to partake in activities on the internet outside of bimbo culture, she receives a lot of hate for her dramatic look and has even received comments like âyou are an ugly fat cowâ.
Offline, instead of making mean comments, people often just stare at her and she says she has noticed that people stop talking when she comes near.
Anastasiaâs family canât get used to her new look and often tell her âenough with the lipsâ. She says they donât understand her look is connected with her sexuality and are afraid for her health during her planned future surgeries.
âI realise now I was very unhappy when I was younger and itâs easy to see that in my old photos,â said Anastasia.
âWhen I was a teenager I was sad and shy with no confidence. I loved goth and other subculture styles. âI used to have dark hair and eyes, small lips with hard facial features, and be small and chubby.
âI always loved unusual styles but I always had the feeling something was missing and that I needed something cooler, more interesting for myself.
âI really love porn and one day I understood that I want to look like my own sexual fantasy – porn actresses with fit bodies, long blonde hair, and big plastic boobs, lips and ass.
âI am from a poor family so I didnât have money to spend on modifications and I used to buy my clothes second-hand.
âAfter university where I studied Czech Philology, I moved out and started to earn good money working in the IT industry as a UX designer and that was when I really started to feel the need to enlarge my lips.
âI started to change my appearance slowly, I started by cutting my long black hair into a short bob and bleaching it blonde.
âIt was expensive, but I paid for it by selling my inheritance of my grandmotherâs gold jewellery.
âI didnât feel bad about it because I have never liked gold jewellery and I wasnât close with my grandmother.
âShe had a professional character which made her a formidable mother and grandmother, so I think this gold is just one good thing sheâs been able to do for me.
âTwo years ago, when I started to live on my own, it became possible to change my appearance more dramatically.
âAs well as increasing the size of my lips, I got filler in my cheekbones, jaw and chin, and Botox in my forehead.
âI still want bigger lips but most of the changes I want next are surgical. I want more refined facial features and a more refined look.
âI often say I was born a dwarf but Iâm turning into an elf with a sexy bimbo aesthetic.”
Anastasiaâs first plastic surgery of breast implants is booked for August 17, 2021, and she says that sheâs looking forward to getting the big boobs that have been her dream since she was 14.
Despite her sex-appeal look, she doesnât much communicate with men other than her boyfriend who supports her in everything, as she says she struggles to meet normal, open-minded people in her country.
âI donât communicate with men or other people a lot in real life because there is no bimbo community for me to be a part of,â said Anastasia.
âA lot of Russians think I am transgender because they are too old fashioned and not open-minded enough to open their eyes and realise not only trans women can look hyperbolically sexy.
âOn the internet, people appreciate my choice to look like a sex doll and I like that they are getting sexual pleasure from my photos.
âThis style has given me real freedom and love for my appearance like never before. I feel confident and powerful and I get a lot of attention.
âThere is no judgement or negativity in the online bimbo community and the people involved in it are wonderfully kind and nice, without judgement or negativity.
âAll my life, even before I was a bimbo, I got a lot of negativity from other people on the internet. âNow, I just do what I like and donât care about the opinions of people that are nobody to me.”
