Stephanie now. Stephanie Matto / MDWfeatures

By Alyce Collins


THIS WOMAN only discovered she suffered from a rare and incurable bone marrow disorder after her hands became severely bruised from carrying her SHOPPING BAGS, leading her to rely on experimental HORSE HORMONE treatment to survive.


YouTube blogger Stephanie Matto (27) from Connecticut, USA, began noticing strange symptoms back in 2016 when she would get large black and purple bruises on her skin, extreme fatigue and uncontrollable bouts of sickness.

Stephanie had to have blood transfusions daily. Stephanie Matto / MDWfeatures


After months of blood tests and blood transfusions in hospital, doctors finally worked out that Stephanie’s declining health was due to a severe case of the rare bone marrow disorder, Aplastic Anaemia.


Following her devastating diagnosis, Stephanie had to have blood transfusions every other day but with no known cure for her condition, she didn’t feel like she could keep this routine going for much longer. Doctors told Stephanie about a new treatment that had shown high rates of recovery after discovering there were no matches for her on the transplant registry.

Stephanie’s medical equipment.
Stephanie Matto / MDWfeatures


The experimental treatment involves being injected with horse proteins to induce an auto-immune reaction in the body, to shut down the immune system and in turn stop it from attacking your blood cells. The effect of the treatment is to simulate normal platelet production from the bone marrow, which Stephanie couldn’t produce naturally.


“In July 2016 I began to suffer from strange symptoms, but I decided to put it to the back of my mind and enjoy my summer,” said Stephanie.

Stephanie having a blood transfusion.
Stephanie Matto / MDWfeatures


“I went to Czech Republic to visit my family, regardless of the increasing number of bruises on my body and my inability to walk up a flight of stairs without losing my breath.


“Every single time my body would brush against anything or even carrying my bag would result in a bruise. Someone could put their hand on my arm and within an hour I’d have a bruise in the shape of fingerprints.

Stephanie in hospital.
Stephanie Matto / MDWfeatures


“The most intense bruise I got was when I was carrying shopping bags home one day and a few hours later I looked at my hands and they were a sea of blue-green. It looked as if all the veins in my hands had burst out blood.


“A week after returning from my travels I had blood work done and although I expected some bad news, I didn’t expect the likes of what ended up happening. I woke up the following morning with a frantic voicemail from the phlebotomist telling me to get to the closest hospital straight away.

Stephanie in hospital.
Stephanie Matto / MDWfeatures


“I asked some of the doctors if I was okay or if I was dying. What worried me the most is that their only answer was ‘we don’t know’. Each day I would be pumped full of blood products and then the next day my numbers would crash down again.


“Eventually my doctor came in to tell me I had a very rare bone marrow failure called Aplastic Anaemia. I had to go and see a cancer specialist in another hospital and continue to receive lifesaving transfusions every other day to stay alive.

Stephanie is one in a million as she has no bone marrow transplant on the registry.
Stephanie Matto / MDWfeatures


“If I didn’t do all of this, I was only expected to live for another three months.


“I had a routine of riding back and forth from the hospital, day in and day out. It felt like a very bad dream that I was constantly hoping to wake up from. In the end, I found the easiest way of coping was to just emotionally put myself on pause, so I shut myself down and faced each day as if nothing really mattered.

Stephanie is now embracing being able to live outside of hospital.
Stephanie Matto / MDWfeatures


“It felt so weird to rely on blood products from strangers to stay alive, but I realised that I not only need the blood to live but they also helped me feel better, so I began to look forward to them.


“By the time my red blood was low, I couldn’t wait to get to the hospital and feel human again. It really made me realise just how important blood donations are.

Stephanie’s hospital table with one of her blood transfusions.
Stephanie Matto / MDWfeatures


“One day my doctors told me about a new experimental treatment being tested in Maryland which had remarkable rates of recovery in patients. Unfortunately, it wasn’t a cure, but I decided that this was my best option, so me and my mum packed up our stuff and made the six-hour drive to Maryland.”


Once she had completed the month-long treatment, Stephanie was discharged. It was hoped that the immunosuppressive treatment would regenerate her bone marrow in up to six months’ time.

Stephanie is now embracing being able to live outside of hospital.
Stephanie Matto / MDWfeatures


While still having blood transfusions, Stephanie nervously awaited any sign of reaction from the treatment with regular blood tests.


“Around the four-month mark, my bone marrow managed to spit out some blood cells. It wasn’t much, and it was nowhere near a normal, healthy level, but it was enough to escape having another transfusion,” said Stephanie.


“By six-months, I was deemed to have had a partial response to treatment and was declared in remission. I finally felt like I was on my way back to having a normal life.

Stephanie having to maintain the level of health she has.
Stephanie Matto / MDWfeatures


“Unfortunately, a few months down the line my blood levels went downhill again. I felt like I was back to square one when I needed to get a blood transfusion again after being transfusion free for four months.


“It was devastating, and I felt like a prisoner to this disease. Remission was like being on parole, but now I was back behind bars.”


At the start of September 2018, Stephanie returned to Maryland to visit the doctors at the specialist treatment facility.


The doctors agreed that Stephanie’s outcome from the treatment wasn’t ideal and they offered another round of the immunosuppressive treatment. Unfortunately, a bone marrow transplant is no longer an option for Stephanie as no matches were returned in the transplant registry.


“The blood levels I was living with were enough to get me by as a young individual, but I want to get more out of life,” Stephanie said.


“A bone marrow transplant was off the table because I had no matches. I couldn’t believe that there wasn’t a single match in the registry for me. I would never have a cure, I would only have these temporary bandages.

Stephanie having a blood transfusion.
Stephanie Matto / MDWfeatures

“I have no desire to go through another round of treatment because that would be a big commitment. I try not to focus too much on the numbers or the needles.


“If I could take anything away from this journey it’s simply to have patience and gratitude. It’s a shame it took me getting a rare blood disease to learn these virtues.


“I won the bad health lottery because I’m literally one-in-a-million, but I have learned more I this year than I had in my entire life. I am more compassionate towards others who are struggling. Sometimes it’s when we’re faced with death that we really learn what living means.”


To find out more about Stephanie’s rare condition, you can visit @stepankaaa.